mind wondering

i like thinking about the past i just do and today i was thinking about my old youth pastor that my first church kicked out and how each one of my youth pastors have had flaws and good things about them just like all people but see i notice the misspoken word the slip up i watch people and i read people easliy most of the time and you youth leaders/pastors try to be better than normal you try to be the perfect christian well i feel the PERFECT christian doesnt hide there flaws they show them and are like jesus still loves me even though im a bit crazy and i like to party and have fun